Not a second to waste.

 I don't know what to do anymore.

A whole bunch of mixed feelings is welled up inside of me.

I can't breathe properly, my chest hurts, what next..?

This is temporary insanity.

This is what it feels like.

Now I know why some people choose to never fall in love.

Now I comprehend.

Now if I let you go, I wouldn't ever be able to forgive myself for it.

So don't be stupid.

I shouldn't let you go (no, I shouldn't)

I just need a little more time

But how much time do I have left really?

Why am I talking like it's the end of the world?

Written with ♥,

Rafael.

Clueless.

 You were once a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory.

What ever happened to us?

I miss us.

I miss the things that we used to do.

Now the memories just come back to haunt me.

Sometimes when I even find myself walking to our favorite hangout place,  I stop dead in my tracks.

It's like I know the pathway like the back of my hand.

Written with ♥,

Rafael.

I like your face.

 

I like everything about you.

The way you talk.

The way you laugh.

The way you hold me so close.

The way you hold my hand.

The way you kiss me.

The way you always ask me 'What's wrong?' when you see me go all quiet.

And also, the way you look me in the eyes to tell me you love me.

I love you.

To be honest, my love for you deepens each day.

Written with ♥,

Rafael.

I'm yours to keep.

 Love yourself before you even love others.

Then how is it that I don't love myself but I love her very much? It just can't be possible. Truth be told, ever since I was young, I've never loved myself. I guess I just still can't accept the person who I was before, and the person I am now. It's like, my whole life, I've been so disappointed in myself that it doesn't really matter anymore. 

Can it be true, be possible that I can love her so much without even loving myself?

Written with ♥,

Rafael.

Dumbfounded.

Love is an obstacle; a challenge.

So don't give up just yet.

Written with ♥,

Rafael.

Dreaming Out Loud.

 "The wounds of love can only be healed by those who made them." - Publilius Syrus.

Written with ♥,

Flippy.

Alter The Ending.

Do you wish you could just go back to the day when you first fell in love with your partner?

I don't.

Know why? 

Because:

Although I miss that day so much, I wouldn't give anything to go back to that day because as the days go by, my love for you deepens and increases. And I definitely don't want to lose that once in a lifetime feeling.

But just in case if you were wondering how to go back to that day, it is possible. Possible, but hard. You just need to find out what made you fall for your partner in the first place. Then make it happen again.

Written with ♥,

Rafael.